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Friday, January 2, 2015

Seasons of change, new years and a the human condition.



We all carry things in common. Basic concepts of living as a human on a moving planet. We are all born and we all die. We all experience birth and death. 
We all require feeding and care to get started. We all require hope to keep going. We ALL have innate longings and purpose, though not all pursue them. We do not all have the “right” to choose, but we do all have the ability to make choices. All of us.  



We are not all equipped equally to approach this massive gift of choice.  It can feel like we are betrayed by our own bodies, the very gift of life and living and yet it comes with fragility and broken-ness built in. 

Almost like we were made to fly but not made with wings. 


Here then comes the other birthright we all receive when we come into this world. 

Seasons. 
Change. 
The journey of growing. 




Starting small and helpless, reliant, subordinate. Growing to challenge it all with independence and self exploration, a time when we make the most brazen choices, because we figure that we can! Then, much later, we become wiser, full of experience and learning all building up to a complete depth of consciousness that only the long journey can bring you to. And only if you have attended it.  

Seasoned.




As a child says, and as my own children say, when a wait time of, say, five minutes is placed on them… “ ooooooh noooooo, that will take forever!”

As parents we just shake our heads. But the truth is that we could not possibly take on the journey of life if we thought we had to wait a lifetime for it. We need it in small bites, small changes and short seasons. In bits and pieces, so we can accumulate all the pieces of the puzzle without becoming daunted, even exasperated by the task. 




Therefore I am profoundly grateful for the calendar that breaks it down to days, months and years. And ,yes, for each new year. For not knowing the future, but attending to it anyways. To the opportunity to change and make new choices. To teach another generation to do the same. 

Cheers to a new year, a new season of life, and to living <3 





~daily amazed







Monday, February 25, 2013

Ipods And M&M's



Finishing up a Studio Lighting Class at Clickin Moms and these were some fun outtakes of me trying to use a  3 yr old model... and proof that I bribe with m&ms... ;) And the truth is, the goofy everyday outtakes are some of my favorites! 

~daily amazed... 


Monday, February 18, 2013

My Boys :)



There is light and darkness in all of our lives. My guys have faced and still face their own. They even struggle with each other sometimes ;), But unconditional love is a powerful thing. And I am grateful for it. I can't imagine my life without these two...

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Thursday, February 14, 2013

Project 52/ Week 7 "Motion"


I instantly wanted to make this black & white because of the shadows and light, but her pink shoes were so cute, I missed them. So I tried it both ways :) 


Monday, February 4, 2013

Project 52 / Childhood Memories



Playing in the backyard with the siblings, I did a lot of this as a child growing up in the country and my kids do it all the time. Just making up games and entertaining each other. We rarely have play dates, but with kids 7,5 and 3 years old, they love to play together. Its a blessing!

Sunday, January 6, 2013

It's My Party and I Can Have Peace If I Want To...

So, I am 37 now. It doesn't mean much except it affords me a chance to reflect on the past year and also my life as a whole. I have so much more peace now and seem to have more as I get older. 


This year was full of challenges and pain and also eye opening experiences. The kind that you have to make a choice about whether to be "bitter or better" as they say...



I have found Aspergers to be liberating. I have found peace in understanding my son and myself better than ever before. 


And now, on MY day (as my oldest says), I realize I can start being OKAY with how I am.  Start. Its a process, but I am on THAT journey now. Amen. 


Peace,
Daily Amayzed

Thursday, January 3, 2013

Project 52 - Week 1 - Self Portrait


I just started doing a Project 52 with some ladies from a Clickin Moms class I just finished. I figured "why not" and I was right, because the challenge of this week (self - portrait) was hard.

I took an opportunity to try out the window light and had to move the chair a few times to get closer to right.

This is my youngest and I on the first day back to school for the "bigs". We didn't brush our hair or teeth and I thought about brushing my hair but thought "well, this is how I am most of the time so what the hell."

I love how she is looking out like into the world and I am looking at the camera like this is my life. I never show up in photos so this is rare.

Happy New Year and Cheers to new beginnings!!!


Thursday, October 4, 2012

Sweetie Pie Rocks the House

I made this a few months back, but it was my first storyboard ever and since I take too many photos, storyboards are a nice solution for sharing them...

This night was just Sweetie Pie and I... having some overdue quality time together. She reminds me daily of how amazing life can be, even when I am not always in control and  never knowing what surprises wait around the corner...

Even hard times can be blessings... She is living proof!

Later today when she is melting down because we are out of her favorite juice and then poops in her underwear...

I will still be grateful.