I have been struggling with how to cope with my little man. Especially since I don't completely understand him yet (as if we ever could). But this photo gave me moments of peace, just watching him be still and being able to see in his eyes.
The psychologist who diagnosed his aspergers, told us his melt downs weren't just tantrums or him being defiant. They were him being shattered.
Oh my heart.
So I put these words here to remind me. He is not a bad kid.